I struggle but I survive for I am worthy of all the love and light life has to offer.

I struggle but I survive for I am worthy of all the love and light life has to offer.

inhabit your divine existence with the intention of sharing your sacred calling with every soul you meet along your ever evolving journey of truth and beauty.

I like it when my inner state of power and my outer sense of wellbeing come together as one and guide me along a path of soul enriching experiences.

I was three years old when my grandmother heard a knock on her door and opened it to see a bus driver holding my hand. he asked her is this yours and she said yes. he said that i was sitting in the middle of the road. I knew even then that I was on my own. I knew even then that I needed to take care of myself. I knew even then.

I like to use my unique essence to inspire others to live authentically for I have found that by embracing who we are and sharing our truth we can reach a higher state of spirit.

give yourself love. light your path with love. make love a way of life. share your love. be love.

I think i will uplift myself today by making choices that manifest mystical experiences and create real happiness.

a smile summons the sacred which brings with it heavenly healing energies that improve the quality of life.

the mere intention of cultivating wellbeing is a gift we give ourselves that heals and inspires for it creates a meaningful mindset that opens the heart to miracles.

I was sitting on the sidewalk downtown just watching life walk by when this young man approached me. he was carrying a satchel and was looking around like he was nervous. when he finally worked up the courage he said to me I have a gun for sale with one bullet in the chamber. the one bullet thing still makes me chuckle to this day. I said you realize if I buy the gun from you I can just shoot you and take my money back. he said sorry for taking up your time sir and walked away. sometimes even the dark and dangerous things in life are so absurd as to make you laugh.

through kindness and compassion I have managed to create for myself better tomorrows to the point that I awake each morning feeling blessed for I know that today is but yesterdays tomorrow.

today I will dance with joy and spread love as I unite soul and spirit with the intention of creating an awe inspiring atmosphere of sacred beauty.

I hide not from the darkness of my past. I choose instead to openly share the darkness of my past for doing so has helped me make my way into the light of a future I can be proud of.

rejoice with me in a heaven of our own making as we set out on a soul expanding journey where in ways spiritually beneficial to ourselves and others we facilitate hope, healing and happiness.

there are realms of light high above this plane of existence that fill our lives with the highest greatest good when we live our spirituality and love who we are.

it was while discovering my true self that I connected with my sacred self who introduced me to my highest self which inspired us all through loving acceptance of each other to become one beautiful blessed being of light.

we are blessed for within us there are wellsprings of pure positive energy which if fully believed in become hopes, dreams and wishes that we can through devotion to self turn into divine realities.

I am ready for a miracle and all I have to do now is decide what kind of miracle I will create.









by
MicHEAL Teal
The Ancient One

Beautiful Blessings to All on this and every Day. You are Loved.

beautiful blessings to all on this and every day. you are loved.

I saw my mother fall down drunk in the driveway in the middle of the afternoon and my father respond by taking out the hose and spraying her for all the world to see, I watched when I was a teen my uncle pick up a handful of gravel and throw it in my aunts face and when I got up to do something was told by my parents it wasn't my business and I saw during a party in my childhood home a man grab his wife by the hair and drag her out of the house to the car while punching her in the head and not a single man came to her defence. I saw many things in my youth that I can't unsee. however with each one I said to myself I will never be that man, I will never be that man, I will never be that man. today I can proudly say I am not that man, I am my own man and I am a good man.

I become my best self when I touch the heart of others. I become my highest self when I touch the soul of others. I become my highest best self when I let others touch my heart and soul.

choices that impact ourselves and others positively are spiritually liberating blessings which deeply nourish every aspect of our existence.

I carry with me the trauma of my past which reveals itself to the world when one of my many triggers is activated. this makes every second of every day a monumental struggle. the difference between the first forty years of my life and the last twenty is I have opened the door to my heart and let others in. the love of my wife and son make my suffering manageable. I am through them able to see the beauty of life. they are medicine for the soul. I am healed by their happiness. whenever the darkness of my past reveals itself I need only look into the light of those I love and I am free.

when others descend into the darkness I choose to ascend into the light and shine brightly so all may see that hope and happiness exist for those who seek to rise above their struggles.

the love in our heart when shared refreshes the soul and stimulates the spirit which changes our world in wonderful ways.

I made positive changes in my life which beneficially motivated me to live, laugh, love and dance with the divine.

I was ministering with messages that were meaningful when mystic fields unfolded in front of me that led to miracles of my own making.

when we engage in activities that empower we are blessed with life affirming experiences that open portals to the sacred.

be heart present, be soul present, be spirit present, be light present and be love present. its not good enough to just live in the present we must also be something positive while we are there.

with heart and soul I help others along the road for I am a vessel of love whose purpose is to light the way.

we all shine in different ways and by embracing this truth and letting that light shine freely we create a flow of goodness from which miracles grow.

it was by seeing the good in others that I was able to see the good in myself and begin to live my life in service to the common good.

I was touched by joy which made me grateful. I was touched by beauty which helped me to see the world in new ways. I was touched by love which gave me a reason to live. I evolve and transform every time I am touched by the morning sun.

I love you as you are not as I expect you to be so if you could be so kind could you reciprocate and love me for who I am not who you expect me to be.

I was standing in my truth when a moment passed me by but instead of chasing it I let it go and waited for the arrival of the next one which when it appeared I embraced with all my heart.

I venture into each new day with the intention of generating good feelings and cultivating kindness.









by
MicHEAL Teal
The Ancient One

You are a Remarkable Being. You are a Beacon of Light. You are a Beautiful Blessing.

you are a remarkable being. you are a beacon of light. you are a beautiful blessing. this is who you are. believe in who you are. love who you are.

I am a messenger of spirit and every message I have is delivered with kindness for they are blessings of beauty and truth meant to nurture, nourish, support and encourage.

sometimes life gives you signs and you either don't see them or you ignore them. my blood type is B Positive.

I spent far too many years being unbalanced and unhappy so now wherever I go I bring with me balance and harmony for they are blessings that help me express joyously the beauty of my true sacred self.

I greet the day with gratitude for I am awake, aware and alive.

giving thanks is a beautiful gift that benefits our well being while guiding us into the light.

change your reality. if you are struggling change your reality. if you are hurting change your reality. if you are suffering change your reality. sometimes its as simple as changing a frown into a smile. change the little things first and that will help you change the bigger things later. change your reality. if you are bleeding change your reality. if you are dying inside change your reality. if you are reading this change your reality. change your reality.

some of the best work I have done as a reader and spiritual practitioner was not the reading itself but the listening honestly and sincerely to the struggles of those who sought my services. sometimes thats all it takes to help someone heal. we all need somebody that we can share our stories with who will listen without judgement. I say this to all I have crossed paths with - I have heard your cries and answered with truth and honesty. you are worthy, you are loved and I am a better man for knowing you.

I was sitting in the living room on the comfy chair watching through the window for my son to come home from school when he came running around the corner and down the street with his hair bobbing up and down as he smiled at the sight of me waiting for him. it was like a scene from a family show from the seventies. it is moments like that which remind me of how truly blessed I am. there is beauty in simplicity and wonder in innocence.

the realization that there was a force of goodness within me was the catalyst for me finding wholeness and a deeper sense of unity with my true sacred self.

let us come together in cosmic fields of consciousness and create at atmosphere of compassion where we cultivate love.

it has taken me a long time but I now have a more positive relationship with myself and my life is the better for it.

I was painting landscapes of inspiration on the canvas of my soul when I found my divine purpose within the images and used that knowledge to invite miracles into my life.

there are those who would step on your dreams. rise above them and fully embrace your gifts as you manifest your dreams and desires. never let others take away your beliefs, truths, desires and dreams. be who you are in spite of opposition. your dreams are realities waiting to be set free. live your dreams.

some people think I have my head in the stars which I do because it is there that I am able to align with my true sacred self.

freedom and bliss were walking down the street one day when they saw me sitting on a bench alone and depressed. freedom said whatever is troubling you is restricting you. let it go and free yourself. bliss said the struggles you are having are blocking your way. so push them aside and follow your bliss. I took their advice removed my self imposed barriers and set out on a new path. these days I take the time each morning to go for a walk with freedom and bliss as my companions.

excuse my spelling of the key words in this story because they are French Canadian slang and I don't know how to spell them so I am writing them phonetically to illustrate my point. I am one of those irritating people who will when others are talking yell out thats a great name for a band or a great title for a chapter in your autobiography. my son started grade four this year and is taking French so I told him this story. one summer my grandmother was visiting from up north. she liked to sit out front under the big maple tree and sing to the birds. she would sing BAYS MO KEY FE DE DIC FE DE DIC BAYS MO KEY FE DE DIC FE DE DIC. I had some friends over one afternoon and they asked what is your grandma saying. I said I don't know ask her. so they said Mrs DeRoche what are you singing to the birds and she said BAYS MO KEY FE DE DIC FE DE DIC BAYS MO KEY FE DE DIC FE DE DIC. They asked what does that me and she said kiss my ass Frederick. she said listen doesn't that sound like what they are singing - kiss my ass Frederick Frederick, kiss my ass Frederick Frederick. I love my family. my son was amused by the story while not really understanding it. the next morning at breakfast he asked me to repeat it. he said tell me the BEIGE MONKEY story again and I said BEIGE MONKEY thats a great band name. If you ever start a band call it BEIGE MONKEY!

when people disappoint me I seek a deeper connection with my true self which infuses my heart and soul with the kindness and compassion necessary to embrace them with healing spiritual energy.








by
MicHEAL Teal
The Ancient One

Gods and Spirits guide me to Places of Light rooted in Love

gods and spirits guide me to places of light rooted in love where the presence of miracles set me free to be the divinely beautiful blessing I was born to be.

I have done readings in which I communicated with ancestors, I have investigated hauntings where I encountered ancients, I have interpreted dreams that put me in the presence of angels and I have looked through the heavens which led me to the altar of aliens. such is the life for we who walk beyond our boundaries and live beyond our reach.

aliveness and awareness help me see the goodness in people and the greatness in myself.

the greatest damage my past inflicted upon me was numbness. in my formative years when I should have been falling in love I was unable to do so because apathy was my only emotion. it took me by surprise the first time I felt something real and tangible. even then I didn't believe it but bit by bit my life went from black and white to technicolor. it went from darkness to light and I began to see clearly who I had been, who I was and who I could be. today I have the love and life that I had for so long been denied. if you are struggling know that it is possible to rise from the ashes of apathy and the bowels of hell. I know this because I am alive, I am happy and I am loved. I can feel it.

I was making my way to higher truths when I came upon the truth that I am worthy which led me to the truth that I am special which guided me to the truth that I am enough which carried me home to the truth that I am deserving of all the happiness life has to offer.

miraculous changes occur when we use our pure spiritual strength and the light of our soul to help ourself and others find greater happiness.

I was able to feel kindness, compassion, contentment and love when I removed all my self imposed restrictions and stopped carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders.

I wish sometimes that I could forget what I remember and I am afraid sometimes that I will remember what I have forgotten.

some people think that I am talking to the mother ship which I am and its a good conversation that with every word shared positively changes me at a spiritual level.

its important to know that the less weight we carry upon our shoulders in life the easier it becomes to lift the spirit.

the moments of inspiration that best benefit the soul are those moments in which a simple sincere gesture conveyed with honesty bring about positive personal change.

thank you for being you. thank you for every kind word you have shared. thank you for every act of compassion. thank you for always being there. thank you for sharing your gifts. thank you for all your blessings. thank you for giving and receiving love. thank you for being you.

I was doing a tarot reading once and when I spread out the cards and looked at them I said to the woman I was consulting that the cards were wrong and began to do a cold reading which by the end of our session warmed the heart and soul of each of us.

I am dowsing to meet you for you are part of my destiny and I know that you have blessings for me just as I have blessings for you.

I was working a fair when a woman approached my booth and asked for a reading - I said no and she began to walk away. it was then that another woman walked up and asked for a reading - i said yes. the first woman turned and said why will you read her and not me and I said because I don't like to waste peoples time. if I am to do this I choose to do it right. when you walked up to the booth I felt nothing and sensed nothing. when she walked up to the booth my senses were overwhelmed. I choose to go where spirit guides me and this time it led me to her. as you make your way throughout this fair don't simply look for a reading, look for someone who resonates positively with you, someone you feel immediately is the right choice. be wary of those whose first priority is not you but themselves. were you to have walked by at another time or on another day I might have said yes. today you were not meant to get a reading from me. this is how I walk my path. I wish you well walking yours.

we who make our way in the sacred, spiritual and self help fields must immerse ourselves in truth, honor and integrity at all times by embracing and embodying the loving goodness that is our birthright.

joyous is my state of being when I connect with who I truly am by living a compassionate life that embraces the highest good.

I was awoken this morning by my higher self who blessed me with a more beneficial state of mind which I plan to use throughout my day to help others find their way.










by
MicHEAL Teal
The Ancient One

Drink from the Well of Wisdom Hope and Joy

the more relaxing the atmosphere the better able you are to drink from the well of wisdom hope and joy.

love was not shared properly when I was young, love was not a light that shined for me the first half of my life and love was not something I believed in or sought. when the moment came in which without realizing it I opened a space in my heart I had to then learn how to love. the lessons have saved me and I have risen from my isolation and loneliness to a pure positive place of love I call home.

for the longest time I only saw people as insincere disappointing minions and malcontents. it was the choice to foster within myself a new way of seeing that transformed not only how I looked at people but how I looked at life. these days I can see into the heart and soul of people which is where their true beauty makes its home.

simple gifts given sincerely help me grow spiritually for they embrace me with a sense of sacredness that inspires my true authentic self.

if you are unhappy change is the key. change the way you think, change the way you approach each day, change the way you live and change the way you pray.

act in angelic ways and the heavens will reward you with spiritual messages that bring more peace, love and happiness into your life.

share with me the sheer joy of you and I will share with you the sacred beauty of me and together we will dance through life free and happy.

when I am feeling down my inner child helps me create an atmosphere of love which puts a smile on the faces of my heart, soul and spirit.

I remember believing that love didn't exist and then one day falling in love, I remember thinking I would always be alone and then I met my wife, I remember thinking that the darkness would never go away and then being drawn into the light, I remember believing I wasnt deserving of a better life and then I discovered the value of my true sacred self. how many times have I risen from the ashes before I realized that the ashes weren't my home. I remember one day standing in my own way and then I moved and my life improved.

an extraordinary life of higher purpose in which we are embraced by the richness of love is ours to create. we all have within us the power to make positive choices that help us to manifest miracles. live your glory, live your greatness, live your beauty, live your truth and love your life.

I always new that my life was a fairytale but it wasn't until started to write the story myself that the happy ending I had always dreamed about became a reality that I had the power to create. each chapter since then the story has gotten better and better.

I set out each day with an open-heart and the intention of bringing the divine beauty of life into focus for myself and others.

I have through psychic readings helped many souls make choices that enriched their lives. I have used my sacred energy to heal wounds that the world could not see. I have through ritual banished negative entities from peoples homes. I have spiritually counseled individuals from around the globe. I have smudged, danced, beat a drum, walked through fire, talked to spirits, removed curses, encountered otherworldly beings, had visions and sailed across the heavens. I am a being of light and love. this is who I am.

today I will build something beautiful from my broken pieces. I will create from my misfortune a tapestry of transformation that will radiate loving energy.

I am better able to see the beauty of life when I walk my path with kindness and compassion.

I have far too many triggers. my upbringing brought me so far down that I have spent a lifetime firing shots at demons instead of unloading my weapons and rising up from the darkness. when people ask why are you like this I think about it then I look at a childhood photo and see the look of despair and isolation in my eyes. I share this not for sympathy for I have somehow managed to survive. I have through the love of my wife and son been able to find meaning. I still have my triggers but one by one I have been able to disarm my darkness and step into the light. the battle is not over but I am winning the war.

I manifest the greatest good whenever I make a conscious effort to align with my destiny by helping myself and others to follow a path of spirit.

I went for a walk out beyond my imagination and discovered a place of spiritual truths which embraced me with rainbow visions of goodness that gladdened my heart.









by
MicHEAL Teal
The Ancient One